He Told Me to Write a Poem…
“I Paint Because I Can’t Write Poetry”
My emotions in acrylic,
The sturdy, concrete walls
A wanderer needs but never finds.
Stability given by soft bristles,
Bending to pressure
As I try to make my mark.
My heart on the wall,
Blues and grays mixed with
Mistakes and experience.
Braille for thoughts without a voice
And a mind in itself.
Stained hands meet broken jars,
Remembrances, dead by
Drowning in red ink.
Untied shoes replace sunny skies,
And knives spread as well as cut.
Paint as flesh,
Flesh given feeling—
My feelings.
Creating life,
To save life.
My life.
And a past I can’t let go of.